My shame had broken me down

into a shackled flaw

I could not rise from.

The sensations in my body…

I could no longer feel.

Leaving me caged within

the shadow that followed me

The protection I longed for…

trembled with fear-

I could not find my salvation.

Collapsing within the warmth

of my womb

my soul flooded out all reason

it knew

from right and wrong

Confessing the unwanted transformation

attached to my heart…

Penetrating suffering anchored my soul-

Darkness followed my eminence

Enveloping the emptiness I felt within

I was broken and defeated

by how I felt …

loving myself and hate.

When a calming presence came over me…

like the strength of great waves

sending pulsating love

to my heart-

It released all that kept my spirit

lost-

I was unbounded from all displeasure

dwelling within.

I felt the passing of something good

enchant my desires.

Free and elated with Euphoria

No more loneliness pierced through me.

All my senses were amplified

heavily at peace….

I surrendered.

My life mattered-